Well it's time to write another update.
I preached to the heathen tonight, trying to reason with them what monsters they are and their need for a Saviour. Eventually I began to weep as I was preaching. Not because they are going to hell, but because they are monsters and don't even see it or care about it.
A drunk man pushed me off the "preaching box" and some teens threw some snow at me. The police had me come up to their cruiser. They asked me my name, number, address and etc.
I preached right by the strip joint. I used it as an example in speaking about righteousness; how disgusting and vile it is in the eyes of God.
After studying/reading etc. I have been using "new" ways to speak on righteousness and the vileness of sin.
After expounding on the Ten Commandments I will ask the people to picture the most disgusting insect they can think of like a cockroach or a centipede. Imagine that insect crawling all over you; you'd just want to stomp on it.
I tell them 10 000 times more vile and disgusting are they in their sins before a holy God. I explain to them the seriousness of their crimes. This is mostly how I always do it before I preach to them the good news of the gospel.
When I speak about repentance I will give some examples.:
If porno magazines are your problem burn them, if it's television take a baseball bat and smash it, if it's alcohol pour it all down the drain, turn from your wicked ways and turn to the Living God, Jesus Christ!
One younger man was very angry. He cussed and yelled at the top of his lungs expressing his anger and desire to kill me. Sometimes I wish I would just die, not for my sake but maybe then the Christians would wake up. I tire of seeing so much tradition and contentment when so many souls are going into hell to burn. So much compromise all around, so much heresy. I wonder sometimes if anyone is taking it seriously, maybe they would if they saw some real persection in their city. Nevertheless whether I live or die let it all be for the glory of God.
Looking at myself I'm just the scum of the earth saved by God's grace. I fail Him much, but His grace is sufficient. Ironically that's how the majority of the heathen view me as well.
Last Wednesday it was pouring rain. My flesh had no desire to go, but I'm going for Him; He deserves those for whom He died. I got soaked. Warned the heathen.
The "persection" seems to be increasing. I've been slapped across the face, pushed off the box for the third time now. Spat upon, garbage thrown at me, had multiple rocks thrown and some hit me;, a lady trying to run me down on some kamikaze mission in her wheelchair and on and on it goes. Do I desire your sympathy? No!
Jer 20:7-9
7O LORD, thou hast deceived me, and I was deceived; thou art stronger than I, and hast prevailed: I am in derision daily, every one mocketh me.
8For since I spake, I cried out, I cried violence and spoil; because the word of the LORD was made a reproach unto me, and a derision, daily.
9Then I said, I will not make mention of him, nor speak any more in his name. But his word was in mine heart as a burning fire shut up in my bones, and I was weary with forbearing, and I could not stay.
I cannot quit, it's woe unto me if I do not preach the gospel. I will preach until they become born-again or until they kill me.
In fact I should rejoice at this "persecution"
Matt 5:11,12
11Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake.
12Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you.
I don't personally care about the reward or blessing, that's not why I'm doing it. I'm doing it because He is worthy.
From what I know of 0 converts. Shall I be discouraged? It is tempting to be, but Noah and Jeremiah are to look to. Noah 120 years of preaching = 7 converts. Jeremiah from what I understand 0 in his lifetime.
Numbers is not my success, obedience to my Lord and Saviour is.
Hundreds, possibly one or two thousand have heard over this last period; please pray.
Pray for all the hearers, for all those who get gospel tracts. Pray, pray, pray!
It's all vanity without prayer.
Psalm 127:1
Except the LORD build the house, they labour in vain that build it: except the LORD keep the city, the watchman waketh but in vain.
Not much else to say, except:
Jer 9:1
Oh that my head were waters, and mine eyes a fountain of tears, that I might weep day and night for the slain of the daughter of my people!
Oh I forgot, I been living with 2 heathen roommates. Wrote them a letter with the gospel and the like; it seemed to have no effect at all. I still talk to my parents, no more uneasiness they are just worried about me getting killed.
I preached to the heathen tonight, trying to reason with them what monsters they are and their need for a Saviour. Eventually I began to weep as I was preaching. Not because they are going to hell, but because they are monsters and don't even see it or care about it.
A drunk man pushed me off the "preaching box" and some teens threw some snow at me. The police had me come up to their cruiser. They asked me my name, number, address and etc.
I preached right by the strip joint. I used it as an example in speaking about righteousness; how disgusting and vile it is in the eyes of God.
After studying/reading etc. I have been using "new" ways to speak on righteousness and the vileness of sin.
After expounding on the Ten Commandments I will ask the people to picture the most disgusting insect they can think of like a cockroach or a centipede. Imagine that insect crawling all over you; you'd just want to stomp on it.
I tell them 10 000 times more vile and disgusting are they in their sins before a holy God. I explain to them the seriousness of their crimes. This is mostly how I always do it before I preach to them the good news of the gospel.
When I speak about repentance I will give some examples.:
If porno magazines are your problem burn them, if it's television take a baseball bat and smash it, if it's alcohol pour it all down the drain, turn from your wicked ways and turn to the Living God, Jesus Christ!
One younger man was very angry. He cussed and yelled at the top of his lungs expressing his anger and desire to kill me. Sometimes I wish I would just die, not for my sake but maybe then the Christians would wake up. I tire of seeing so much tradition and contentment when so many souls are going into hell to burn. So much compromise all around, so much heresy. I wonder sometimes if anyone is taking it seriously, maybe they would if they saw some real persection in their city. Nevertheless whether I live or die let it all be for the glory of God.
Looking at myself I'm just the scum of the earth saved by God's grace. I fail Him much, but His grace is sufficient. Ironically that's how the majority of the heathen view me as well.
Last Wednesday it was pouring rain. My flesh had no desire to go, but I'm going for Him; He deserves those for whom He died. I got soaked. Warned the heathen.
The "persection" seems to be increasing. I've been slapped across the face, pushed off the box for the third time now. Spat upon, garbage thrown at me, had multiple rocks thrown and some hit me;, a lady trying to run me down on some kamikaze mission in her wheelchair and on and on it goes. Do I desire your sympathy? No!
Jer 20:7-9
7O LORD, thou hast deceived me, and I was deceived; thou art stronger than I, and hast prevailed: I am in derision daily, every one mocketh me.
8For since I spake, I cried out, I cried violence and spoil; because the word of the LORD was made a reproach unto me, and a derision, daily.
9Then I said, I will not make mention of him, nor speak any more in his name. But his word was in mine heart as a burning fire shut up in my bones, and I was weary with forbearing, and I could not stay.
I cannot quit, it's woe unto me if I do not preach the gospel. I will preach until they become born-again or until they kill me.
In fact I should rejoice at this "persecution"
Matt 5:11,12
11Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake.
12Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you.
I don't personally care about the reward or blessing, that's not why I'm doing it. I'm doing it because He is worthy.
From what I know of 0 converts. Shall I be discouraged? It is tempting to be, but Noah and Jeremiah are to look to. Noah 120 years of preaching = 7 converts. Jeremiah from what I understand 0 in his lifetime.
Numbers is not my success, obedience to my Lord and Saviour is.
Hundreds, possibly one or two thousand have heard over this last period; please pray.
Pray for all the hearers, for all those who get gospel tracts. Pray, pray, pray!
It's all vanity without prayer.
Psalm 127:1
Except the LORD build the house, they labour in vain that build it: except the LORD keep the city, the watchman waketh but in vain.
Not much else to say, except:
Jer 9:1
Oh that my head were waters, and mine eyes a fountain of tears, that I might weep day and night for the slain of the daughter of my people!
Oh I forgot, I been living with 2 heathen roommates. Wrote them a letter with the gospel and the like; it seemed to have no effect at all. I still talk to my parents, no more uneasiness they are just worried about me getting killed.
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